CKCK-012 | "Am I your property, Natsu?" Even though I know you'll never belong to me, you still control me. Whenever I felt lonely, you would conveniently seek my body. You were more than a friend, but less than a lover. I sacrificed everything to get a tattoo of my youth that will never fade. Hinata Natsu

"Can I have a bite of your ice cream?"<br>You can see other people's things better, and because they belong to others, you want them<br>That doesn't change even when you become an adult<br><br>There was a boy I met when I was a university student who was convenient for me<br>He confessed his love to me, but we didn't date, so I just kept him.<br><br>When the sex with my boyfriend wasn't great,<br>or when I was lonely without a boyfriend,<br>I would send him a message asking,<br>and he would reply 100% with,<br>"Sure."<br>He was a convenient person for me<br><br>Even after graduating, he didn't get a permanent job<br>but continued working part-time at the bar he'd been working at since his student days<br><br>It seems he chose to work part-time so that he could rush over whenever I called<br>and I took my boyfriend to a bar for the first time in a while since I became a working adult. I showed up to see him<br>Because I wanted to see his jealous face<br><br>It seemed he was dating a part-time girl at the same bar<br>He looked very awkward<br><br>I can see other people's things so well...I want them...<br>I changed my purpose...I'll cuckold him<br>It was the first time in a while I asked him to have sex with me and he didn't refuse<br><br>Just like in our student days<br>I called him over whenever it was convenient and we had sex<br><br>He really loved me...but he was faced with the dilemma of not being able to have me<br>He said he wanted to go back to his hometown and reevaluate his life<br><br>I didn't stop him...but<br>There are plenty of boyfriends to replace, but no one can replace you...<br>I want you to love me forever<br>Is it selfish to think that? <br><br>I've left you with a tattoo of your youth that will never fade...